May 25

What is God?

The concept of God or a Divine Universal Being has been prevalent in human culture since the beginning of time, though through the millennia the “face” of this being and the name has changed.  As a species we have always sought a quantifying force that would explain everything to us, give us the meanings to life, give us the purpose for our being, comfort us in death and let us know that we are not alone.  The belief in the Divine may not simply be a wish inside of us for answers, according to geneticist Dean Hamer, the director of the Gene Structure and Regulation Unit at the U.S. National Cancer Institute, and author of the 2005 book The God Gene: How Faith is Hardwired into our Genes, it is a genetic coding in our very DNA.  His hypothesis is that a specific gene (VMAT2) predisposes humans towards spiritual or mystic experiences.  Dean Hamer has taken strong rationalism to the ultimate level with his position.  He is using absolute reason, science, to prove that humans must believe in God.  But true strong rationalism will contest his findings and ask the question “Does that prove God exists just because our genetics tell us we must believe in something?”  Strong rationalism must have that final answer.

But God is more than a genetic marker, more than a need or wish to many people.  I personally was raised in a very devout Baptist family.  We believed in God and never questioned, fideism was prevalent.  We never questioned the Bible, never questioned our beliefs with reason or facts.  With our family and beliefs it was very much “if we test God’s Word by logic or science, we are really worshiping science or logic rather than God!” as stated in Reason & Religious Belief by Peterson, Hasker, Reichenback & Basinger.  Faith was the only thing needed and we were expected to believe without question, without reason, but to leap blindly based on that faith.

As I matured I began to question my faith.  I had to know WHY I believed what I did.  There were too many unanswered questions in the blind faith and religion I had been raised in.  I began to question, not in the way of strong rationalism but in critical rationalism as I believed and still believe that the religious experience must in part be accepted on faith and that some things the human mind cannot fully grasp at our present evolutionary state.  In seeking answers to validate my faith, my view of God and the Divine Being changed, evolved.  I studied many of the world’s beliefs, and found myself drawn to Paganism with a mixture of feeling and reason.  I have found in my spiritual journey that I cannot detach one from the other.  I will always question and therefore must reason the course of my path, but I cannot deny my feelings or instincts.  It is my belief that true spirituality must be a balance of faith and reason, of feeling and knowing with mind and heart.  It is this balance that has led me to what I believe God is.

God is the One, the universal energy and being that connects and binds all things, the creator of the universe and life.  The One is something the human mind cannot fully grasp; a being of completeness is not something we can fully understand as we are so incomplete.  Therefore it is human nature to try to quantify and identify God into a personalized being.  For me it is the dual aspects of the God and the Goddess, the male and female, the two halves that I can relate to.  As a Pagan I take this even further and divide the God and the Goddess into multiple gods and goddesses, choosing polytheism, so that there is a god or goddess that I can relate to in every aspect of my life.  I do not, nor will I ever claim that my path is the ONE path that all should follow, but it is the current path that I must follow in my walk of faith.

But faith alone and even reason are not the deciding factors in establishing the validity of religion.  Religious experiences are what inspire continued faith and push one to know that there is a Divine. Dean Hamer’s hypothesis tells us that we are “hardwired” to have spiritual experiences.  If we are hardwired to have these experiences and that is a “fact” according to Hamer then religious experiences are fact even if they may differ from person to person, or faith to faith.  And it is these religious experiences that prove that God exists regardless of reason.  Some people can see a religious experience in a malformed potato, while others will look at the same potato and see nothing.  But if Hamer’s hypothesis is a fact then it means the religious experience of the potato is fact regardless of the perception of others viewing the potato.

But if we disregard Hamer’s God Gene we are left with the question of why religious experiences are not universal.  Some are.  Near death experiences recorded throughout the world and through history have shared a remarkable similarity regardless of the subjects’ social, economical or spiritual status.  Does this similarity prove that religious experience is real?  Would a strong rationalist accept this as fact?  One would posit that the similarities of the near death experience would prove that religious experience is not merely a perception but a fact.

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May 23

Unspoken

The sink is almost full

Of sudsy water and dirty dishes

Her movements are sharp

The water splashes out

Bubbles skitter over the counter

She ignores them

Ignores him.

He watches her

But she doesn’t see

He keeps hidden behind his coffee

The sounds of water, the clatter of dish

She ignores him and it builds

Like a brutal hard fist

The words left unspoken

Scream loud and clear

He won’t say

She won’t say

So they scream and scream

Unspoken.

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May 21

Searching for the Truth

At first glance philosophy, religion and science seem as far removed from each other as the north and south poles.  Followers of pure science, logical philosophy and devout religious conviction are zealous in their shared search for Ultimate Truth.  However, they will not, within the near future, be able to create a relationship of mutual respect and research, by the sheer lack of their willingness to compromise and see that each path seeks the same Truth, only by different means. Those who believe devoutly in their religious practices see science as a sacrilege to the profound connection to the Divine.  Science is a threat to religious belief because scientific fact is replacing long held religious truths.  “Relativity Theory in physics drastically reinterprets the concepts of space, time and causality and thus challenges all religious perspectives that relate God to the world.” (Peterson 239)  Religion sees science as the enemy to faith, while science sees religion as blindly clinging to antiquated folklore and myth in the face of cold hard facts.  Philosophy takes no sides in its pursuit for truth.  It is slave to truth, but neither accepts science completely, as it knows that something’s even science cannot create a workable hypothesis for.  At this time in human development philosophy understands that science cannot yet test the reality of a God.  It cannot test what it cannot tangibly see, touch or contain.  Philosophy demands logic and reason support the claims of both science and religion, yet at this time there appears to be very little fact to support the existence of God or the Non-existence of God.  The philosophical debate has raged since the time of Plato and Socrates.  The question of what is reality, what is existence, what is purpose fills the minds of every generation.  And though Science, Religion and Philosophy search for the answer in their own unique way, they are searching for the same answer.  It is in that search that they are most alike.  If they will ever work hand in hand to answer the questions that fill our universe remains to be seen, each adherent is vehement that their way is the only way in which truth lies. 

Religion demands faith for the sake of faith.  Philosophy logic and reason beyond all doubt and science demands testable hypotheses.  And none of them have yet to prove their superiority over the other in the number who follows them.  Advocates for Philosophy are just as devout as any religious zealot, the factual, data oriented scientist worships at the altar of science and yet none will yield to the fact that all of them demand the same question from the universe, an answer none of them have received yet.  A true philosopher may be swayed by the very logic that an answer has not yet been defined so therefore no ultimate truth has yet been perceived so perhaps the religious path may yet hold the answers philosophy has yet to define.  By sheer logic alone might they indeed attempt to establish a relationship, a merging of religion, philosophy and of science.  Pure science however, though based on logic, is rooted in fact and the scientist, though open to logic itself, eschews the beliefs of religion because they are based on religious texts and dogma that was created by man through centuries of societal integrations.  Even the roots of the world’s most prominent religions are rooted in oral tradition and ancient scrolls that were passed down through generations, corrupted and changed by those in power.  There is no substantive fact to persuade the scientific mind to accept religious belief and experience as a means of seeking the Ultimate Answer.  And religion will not accept that logic, reason and fact are the only ways to prove the truth of belief.  “For a sincere religious believer, the most fundamental assumptions are found in the religious belief system itself.” (Peterson 49) The religious person accepts on faith what logic and reason cannot.  The relationship cannot be formed it neither of the parties will admit that their way is not the sole way to truth.

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May 16

Hidden Beneath Me

There is another person beneath me

A person only I can see

When I look into the mirror

I see her staring out

But I know my eyes

Are the only ones who can see her

She hides inside of me

Waiting for the moment

When it is safe to be free

She is scared to be rejected

Scared to be hurt

So she stays inside where it is safe

Never knowing what it’s like

To walk inside my skin

She stays safe within

And slowly she will die

Fade away until even I

Won’t see her looking out at me

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May 15

Here we go!

Welcome to my Brain Dump! Hopefully you’ll enjoy this look into my imagination. I promise a little poetry, a little fiction and probably more than my share of rants!

Now to really introduce myself. I’ve been writing fiction since I was seven years old. I’m now much, MUCH older. So I’ve got a few things down, but not everything. Life and art is a continual project of discovery and growth. For me it’s been about learning to get what’s inside my head out in print. To somehow paint with words the weird and wonderful that I dream and night or envision during the day. I’m a fantasy writer, Urban Fantasy and Paranormal Romance are what I write most, so if you’re expecting something deep and meaningful, you’re in for disappointment. I’ve spent many years of my life trying to be something more than I am, trying to be more of a ‘Real’ writer, but I am what I am. I’m a genre writer and I’ve finally come to terms with that.

I hope you’ll enjoy my journey, my words and rants and hopefully a funny picture or two.

I’d love to hear from you all, so please drop a comment, send an email.

Until next time,

L

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